why? why am i always the one? why must i be the one to resolve the whole thing. always i must be the one to give in. and i did give in le. but u still show no respond. i know u surely complain to her. but how can someone live in ur house lahx. cant i go home by bus?? and i might go home by bus this whole week cos its just simply nearer to my house. so? u call that ditching of frens? den come live in my house lahx. den we can everyday go home together. and u can live with me some more! u said we were close. oh puhlese. i bet u forgot. we werent as close as u think lorx. i thought i could trust u but i couldnt anymore. i thought we can maintain our frenship but i was wrong. u happily come to us when u need us. when ur fren is not here. we do treat ur fren as our fren. but u have completely changed lorx. and i told u before. but u make no urge to change back. u used to say we have changed. but we changed back within a day. now u dun even bother. so much for our care and concern. we are always looking at u de lorx. not that we never notice u ok. but of course i cannot stare at u 24 hours rite. i have my own stuff to do. and every tym i want to talk to u. u never seem to give me that tym and that patience to listen. haix. i gave in so much but u still did not bother. ok ok i already said sorry that day. nvm. take it as its my fault ok. sorry. i apologise. wadeva it is. i always tell myself not to care. but still, i do care. so yahx. every tym i ask u read and tag my blog. u dun seem to read and analyse de lorx. i ask u to read for a purpose rite. den u always dun tag. and u expect ppl to tag at ur blog. nvm. every tym i ask u about sch work. u will say u never do before den i will say ok. but if u ask me and i say we never do before, u will insist on asking me until i give u the ans. so why cant u do the same to me. u dun seem to care le lahx. no matter how much i tolerate and give in and relax and wadeva, u still dun care. so if u dun wan to care, i got nothing to say le. i even wanted to take it as if nothing happen but still, u dun care.

pissed off today. haix. a bit headache lahx. hope i am well. got so much to catch up. i have not done many stuff. i am dead.

dead meat
terribly dead
killed
slaughtered

i am going to scrub the blood now.

bye sorry for the gory details hahas.
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