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Saturday, May 20, 2006
what is a gd fren? i really dont know and have simply no idea. i am just lost for words le.

mood is spoilt. there is also a tym where i will fall. and the impact is gona be great. u think i am not at all scared and worried? why cant everything be just like the past. no one can stay put the same way and that is saddening to me and i didnt say i can stay either. no one will ever get wad i mean anyway.

by the way, when one gets good results, one dun have to be happy. they can be sad for their frens rite. and this is not pity cos the real fren knows and can feel it. good results means happy mehx? as if it will lead me to the end of my life. i cant control my own feelings? i really duno. why do everyone thinks i am acting. i dun put a mask in front of my face ok. i dun lie about me studying or not. i am just simply worried. who wont worry for anything de. if i dun worry and be scared den arent i a robot? i am not a genius ok. i will never be up there anyway there is always a tym to be down. maybe u read this u will take it as a reply. now i really know it. truths are always the best. why are people forcing me. u expect me to rejoice that i gd results and be proud as a peacock about it? den wad. tell me wad to do bahx. i duno wad to do le. whatever i do it seems wrong so fine i shall leave it to u. just tell me wad to do. the correct feelings to react to it. why? does results prove oneself? am i overly protected about my own future? i dont know. the future ahead of me is blinded. there is no way i can control one's thoughts either.

i feel i am getting worse and worse each day in terms of mood and character maybe. i dont know how to be a man. i simply dun know. i am just stuck there. why? yah i am invisible rite. so i just hope i can vanished rite out of sight of everyone. i am lost. with no direction anymore.

why dun anyone trust me. am i so fake that i am not willing anyone's trust. i will think it over. i really will. i am just a compass which has lost its magnetic feel. spinning around without a direction. why is it like that. maybe i should just shut up at this kinda thing. it will be good. no point hiding from this kinda thing rite.

why dun anyone want to listen to me at all. showing no interest and yet u still interested to find out. den i have to repeat. just like my parents. i talk halfway my sis go interupt den they talk to her den ignored me totally. and it goes the same for u. its like i about to talk den u always cut me off. haix. sobs

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She's sixteen, born on the 24th day of june, and she has been through high school. Her last and maybe the most favourite years are spent in 3/4 Endurance in Presbyterian High School!
She was part of the guzheng ensemble too.

Currently in Anderson JC, 24/09.

Speaking of which, you may not know her well enough. She, like anybody and everybody else, wants to be appreciated and cared for. For further details, you may have to know her better. (x

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