an hour of talk.. went for ptc at 6.30.. collected report book and stuff.. mm.. talk to co form cher.. den my mum got nothing to ask.. but wants to ask ms seh how is me.. lol..

anw..we started talking.. i could almost fill in all her blanks.. like. "she just needs to _____"
i said speak up. lol. okay.. or em... "she needs to _______" i said voice out.. haha.. "she is just ____ " i was thinking of quiet.. but she said something else.. hahs.. perfect...she is just perfect in class.. im afraid she thinks too highly of me.. and it will be hard as i will not want to disappoint her.. i guess im not that confident of myself which she says too.. i mean haha.. but oh well.. but she really understands a view of a student and a parent.. i mean she can tell my feelings exactly like i duno how to say also.. hahas and so from sitting down we chatted to standing up.. my mum voice out wadeva about me.. den she tells us her stands.. den i voiced out about wad i feel about my mum etc.. den she advices us.. and wahh make until all my thoughts which i were thinking before this were all become like nothing le.. she enlightened me much and ya.. she said like talking will make us like from black cloud become white.. lol.. ya co form chen lao shi was there too den she was correcting us of the chinese.. wad she meant was yu3 guo4 tian1 qing2.. lol.. okay ya..

but really... she is such a good counsilor.. i was thinking has she even considered being one.. and i was like thinking i often regret after sharing my thoughts with someone.. but she assured me.. mm. i asked about my character too and it was an eye opener..maybe i really need to seek confidence..and all those previous stuff and things i was hogging on...become like i duno..like she can tell.. mm and she know wad i feel la.. and she said she was the same when she was 15 and ya.. just the whole chat and i really feel like positive and all..

she also said "mothers are the best".. im like beginnng to understand too.. anw.. it was my first tym being so so open.. whats more to an adult.. it was quite overwhelming but really how to say.. worth it..

its hard to describe everything la.. but im just feeling quite happy bah.. i mean happy as in.. maybe the relationship with each other is actually like not like wad we expected de.. things can go smoothly with communication.. like i must open up la.. haha

speak up. voice out. open up. she could not emphasise any further le and i myself know it for many years le if not how i could fill in the blanks haha.. and she is really understanding and nice.. mm.. and now i learnt more about myself..


but on top of everything,

BE MYSELF!


*its great pleasure to get to know someone or to give someone a chance to know you.
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