the last day of school! (:

mm just a thought. why everyone going camping in taman haha.. alot of other schools.. but its a good place.. =)) one of the reason i didnt want to come back.. to face the same stuff.. but glad its the holidays.

today chatted and chatted. rather good one.. a voiced out de.. at least now we know. ya. haha. it is chatted with open minds but not one where the brain juice falls out. lol..

ytd night my blk blackout.. it took them almost an hour to change all the faulty circuit breakers. hahs. i was like staring into the dark.. a good chance for thinking..

im really someone who think alot de.. sometimes can be good sometimes can be bad.. bt thats just how my brain flows lol.. so when i went taman my brain seems to stop.. only my heart and soul is there actively showing fun in those stuff? and my hands and legs doing the job? absolutely no thoughts existed.. it was so relaxing la..

mm i just hope to be myself really.. and not to always please others cause i do not have to do that. no one is obliged to do that.. so i must not think so much when blogging. cause its my blog..

and so the holidays are here. the june calender did nt seem as overwhelming like it used to be.. no more fully packed gz practices.. no more staying overs.. eh maybe have haha i must call my godsisters.. hope i dun spent all my time thinking.. hahs... thinking too much can no doubt help u to reflect but sometimes it will drive u into depression mode directly..

but probably my middle child syndrom acting up.. recognise that feeling all these years.. hahs.. do not always happen but only strike at times.. yupp..

anw say cheers to a happy holiday ahead!! and im fine... just needs the space to voice out.. haha i dun wan be so shy and cooped up.. !_!

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