mm feeling much better liao haha.. i just need some space la.. not so confined all the time ma.. yea.. and i need trust.. oh well nvm. haha.. maybe i am really not that trustworthy? hahs but i am not letting it bother me right? hahas. yea..
today tuition weilin din go.. i was like rotting there haha.. stone la.. duno how to do also.. i not so smart de.. den just anyhow lop.. and the 2 hrs was over.. -_- i quite tired of tuitions actually but they sort of become my routine le bah.. and no excuse to not go also.. den my parents will of course expect me to go de la.. hard to find a reason also.. so just go lor.. mm..
lost for words liao haha.. so shall end here..
anw picking up reading.. or rather TRYING to.. well, one book can last me for ten years.. honestly speaking, in sec one i barely read.. all just one chapter or one page or one paragraph den stopped.. sec two i think i read one or two.. in one whole year lehs! okay this year.. im trying my best.. hahs.. my english really poor bah.. lol.. my parents also like so stressing on that all the tym.. oh well, hahs.. at least i tried right?? made the effort.. hahs worth clapping.. *claps*
i dont want freedom.. i just want a space to breathe. haha.. one tiny area also can.. seemingly having space but actually absolutely not.. they dun feel it bah.. anw i learnt not to expect so much le so ya accepting things the way it is and the way it will be and ya.. hehe..
was so wanting to chat with someone just now but well i didnt want to trouble anyone and ya the trust must be there also.. cos i often regret after sharing my thoughts or feelings =x..sigh.. so just this moment. the person whom understood me or rather the person i most wanted to seek.. is in taman negara.. haha.. so funny right.. okay em.. ya
once again ending off.. im fine.. haha.. just needs some voicing out chances yea. haha. =))
bravo.. good job i've done. lol.. why must i be so bothered with wad ppl think right.. that throws me in more agony only ma.. so yupps..
once thoughts are thought through they should never be thought through again.. hahs
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