it was a depressing night.. got all that feelings again.. actually i kinda dread weekends.. well, i always do.. its like i must spent tym with my family.. which i noe i should but i cant have space during that tym.. okay. den every tym same routine.. tuition and grandma house.. my weekends never gave me any hope or wad de. and seriously i cant do work in weekends. my mum's funny.. as in.. she would rather i go out with her than do homework.. so weekends for me is strictly cant do homework de.. so haha i got loads to catch up in the last week of holiday.. i dun want it to come.. >< though got class gatherings going on. but in anw i dun wan hol to come to a full stop... sigh.. wad are students.. =((
recently caught up with reading.. although read not that fast etc la but i got interested in books can!! for once in a lifetime im reading a book a day. lol.. no la.. only this 2 days..
suddenly felt the emo feeling thats why feeling so wad.. lol.. sigh.. i cant console people la.. so dun have hopes on me.. thats why if u unhappy tell me la.. i prefer straight la.. though it will hurt more or less.. but oh well.. =x
anw i cleared my room ytd and for once i see my room floor shine. hope it maintains the condition it is in.. and i kept my beloved guzheng into its casing.. =(( so sad.. seeing it away from the usual place was like empty.. haha ya. that area there is empty..
im elmo's bestie lehs.. emo. haha.. okay im always like that la.. same old thing. wad am i going to say?? ya.. i think too much and too bothered with other ppl's thoughts. hahs. how many times must i repeat that till i ever got that into my brain the size of a pea.. lol.. my pri 6 teacher used to say bird brain or pea brain. hahs!!..
emo cannot be a bad thing right.. lol.. yea.. i just ya want to be relaxed.. in this third week i really enjoyed alot and then friday had to come and weekends had to come... sigh.. i think good things last for a little while only...
anw i guess i should go wash up and read a book and sleep bah.. things will be better tmr.. (NOT!) haha.. okay..
a long emo post.. anw i love the font.. as in when u posting de font. haha. okay im lame.. =/
blessed is he who has no expectations, for he is not disappointed..
take care everyone =)))
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