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Thursday, November 01, 2007
sigh.. i dont know anymore and anything else le lar. okay since u are so frank i shall just admit it. while talking i was on the verge of crying as well. its hard to hold back tears yes.. and i let go when i felt it was the right time yes. not noticeable. i guess its not my problem after all. its our problem. i dont know. i know im sort of entrusted with this but i seriously dont know how to go about doing it. i mean i would want a real her. a real person of her own and not want that i dont know! ahh... how i wished these didnt happen.. i mean. i guess we really need to talk.. i dont want things to worsen..

have u wondered that we were complete opposites? haha. its pretty obvious. one black one white. honestly, i was aghast when i read ur post. reason being simple. i was praising to the skies and u were commenting to the ground. okay what kinda expression to express this. wadeva.. my thoughts are jumbled. messed up. confusion. i keep having these thoughts on my mind. i have no idea. ahh....


and now my goals have changed as well. altered. i have completely no idea anymore.

i hate this pressure. i dont dare to face it. i really dont. i will shirk from pressure de. i would rather have no pressure and still do my best. but i really hope i dont "crumble under pressure".. shrugs.. perhaps im taking it too hard. for all i know, its not my problem at all.. its actually regarding the mind.. the heart the soul.. the mindset basically.. okay im confused now.. those make it my problem too.. aiyar.. actually i dont know what i saying now.. guess whoever who reads this will be confused.

but i just need to sort my thoughts and vent them out here. cause some facts cannot changed. and i believe in that.

and i hope people dont keep looking up and expect more from me. that is the pressure i dont want and dont like. but i know its good. its good pressure. and for my own good. okay. i appreciate the talk la. but i just have the same habit of regretting having pour out my woes.. i seem to trust but do i really trust?


adults. they make me feel that humans are scary. the most vital murder weapon!

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She's sixteen, born on the 24th day of june, and she has been through high school. Her last and maybe the most favourite years are spent in 3/4 Endurance in Presbyterian High School!
She was part of the guzheng ensemble too.

Currently in Anderson JC, 24/09.

Speaking of which, you may not know her well enough. She, like anybody and everybody else, wants to be appreciated and cared for. For further details, you may have to know her better. (x

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