starring and stoning at this blank post. i seriously have no idea what is my feelings now. once again, its after ptc. many overwhelming thoughts i guess. i even have no apetite for dinner. adding the fact that i'm sick haha.

let's start with morning then.

my stomach or intestine ( i do not know either) hurts like mad. thought it would be okay. ate all sorts of medicine. much better le. went to school. then it seems to be getting worse? so i decided to go home and i sms my parents to ask one of them to fetch me.. i kept going to the toilet lar.. then ms seh told amanda to bring me to staffroom and find her if i decide to go home. =) that's nice of her. anyway starting of maths period my mum told me she on the way le.. so we must go staffroom find teacher le lo.. haha. then its like everyone was paying attention in class so intently that we were discussing of the routes to take to walk out of the classroom so as not to get the attention focused on us. that was funny okay. i was like saying.. cause we were sitting fourth row then there were 2 aisles. i suggested to go by amanda's side.. then she continued my sentence.. it goes like this.. i said "let's walk by there.." amanda continued " so we can get out of the class faster!" ..then we burst out laughing.. then i received another message from my mum saying she reached. i was stunned. cause apparently, we haven't got ourselves out of the classroom. then when teacher stop saying anything liao (since he was going on and on and there wasnt a chance to cut in ) haha.. we walked up and amanda did the talking haha.. then we went there..

i must say i almost believed there isnt a caring teacher but ms seh's actions has convinced me that there are caring teachers. no. caring teacher. note the tense. lol. yea. and of course its her. i know its just some small thing but nvm.. need not explain since different people look at things differently right? and the gan3 chu4 obviously will be different haha!.. let's move on. we were outside the staffroom and alot of teachers were going in and out but none want to help us call her and that machine was down.. then many teachers say they were rushing for class and did not allow us to approach them for help.. another teacher say.. just shout her name. then we were like shout?!! there were 2 sides to the staffroom.. i believed that the right side was chi department and i seen her walking to the left many times. so we work on that area. i have to say its super funny.. obviously we do not dare to just shout.. so we just sort of ms seh ms seh.. haha in a drift voice if u can picture.. (or imagine the sound).. yea then kept laughing.. and then another teacher decided to help us. and she just MS SEH. and then ms seh came out liao.. like omg lar.. we were murmuring so long and then she just one shout then haha. u get what i mean i suppose.

she ask me to put down my bag and got amanda to wait outside. then went in she was looking for the forms to sign out de.. then after that she filling it in.. then ask me to go further in to the phone there. then i followed quite blurrly.. then she point to the phone and said call. i say call my mum? she say yea. then i about to go and pick up then i say.. my mum in the carpark le lehs. then she burst out laughing saying i so funny. cause i agreed to go and call then i say my mum reach le.. then she ask me how i call.. then i muttered err handphone.....? then she gave me that oh but nvm look.. haha. guess she knew that i had no choice also lar.. hehes. =x

so amanda went back to my class then continued the signing out procedures.. haha. then i went to see doctor.. new experiences seh.. haha.. was quite weird. bt okay lar.. some chim chim situation that i also blurr blurr.. but okay lar.. medicines consists of some lactose also? think its good bacteria or something.. to fight the bad bacteria? haha.. and stuff like that lar. haha. i also dont know exactly haha..

so i was quite sianed at home.. then i read book use comp rested. slept. nap. then until 4 to 5 plus then prepare to go school again to collect report book. ptc mar. then yea. went there.

as usual, im always the last to leave and the last person in contact with the teachers. haha. always like that de.. haha. but its okay lar.. although some regrets? hmm................................

first is when we reach there then queuing and waiting then talk to mrs tan.. it was quite fast and brief.. then after that we waited to talk to ms seh.. haha.. hmm........

dont know if i said and doing the right thing lehs.. i think they all feel it is.. but i really dont know.. whats to be of me.. whats to be of everything next time.. but really letting go alot and thinking much lesser le.. inspirational.. but having some doubts.. oh man.. once again i will take at least minimum 3 days to tide over these!! same as mid year lar.. now end of year.. ahh..


some of u will know what i mean...or maybe U! ( for the text below.. )
hmm.. have u wondered that ptcs are a place like a trap to lure us in and the room is dimly litted and they dug the truth out in u just like sabrina casting an honesty spell on us and we start saying our thoughts all out and then regretting having said when we should not regret. hehes. yea. i believe we are all okay de lar.. i hope we dont get so bothered by it also.. they do help us out yea.. good stuff to take note on to improve.. encouragements and stuff yea! its good.. its all for our own good remember.. maybe we should not keep thinking.. make us feel worse and bad right.. or is it me only? anyway i hope we both recover and still maintain the US tmr.. i really hope that it wouldnt affect much.. haha okay.. i shall not start getting all mushy! haha.. try doing stuff and things u like and enjoy.. HAVE FUN! then can divert the attention of the thoughts yea... =D


got to go do zuo wen lar.. according to chen lao shi must hand in tmr lehs. but look at the time.. lol.. going ten ler? ahha.. sian.. i missed alot of tv also.. but hor.. i dont feel like watching liao lehs hah...


inexplicable emotions.
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