things are strange. real strange. i dont know how to put it. but i think this year really alot of things lar. why can people succesfully do it on me. i dont know. or is it the same for everyone. i believe so. im always thinking about people in general. all these years.. i dont know is it my job to enter earth to think. it may be sentimental personal open judgely unreasonable i dont know. what the hell am i talking. im plainly typing off my mind. i like that. lets me see what im thinking. apparent or not. who doesnt hides. everyone does lar. so why should we be like that. i seriously duno. why some can let ppl xin fu kou fu. while some cant. strange isnt it. i mentioned before that i feel that humans are the worst creatures on earth. just like humans are superior to animals but that does not give them the rights to do anything they want on the animal right.

and its strange. after posting this sure alot of qns comments and discussion de. why does this not happen to others. but i may see it differently and see it as a good thing. in fact i dont really mind le. nothing is that personal anymore. its all transparent crystal clear. gosh. i think its hard to read isnt it. cause i myself dont know what im typing. i just stare at this screen. seeing the words pop out make me feel more comfortable. i dont know. can anyone just save me from this predicament. its always like that for me u noe. i no longer want to know the reason why. cause apparently i have gotten answers. it seems like a survey. and i have gotten a list.. from different various ppl.

anyway i know now. these knowledge is accumulated over instances. im not so particular in hounding on something in particular de. yea. so... i still dont know what i saying. hah!

oh wells. if this happens its a fact. i can only face it =)

rest assured. i will think through de lar. im not so.....

anyway this is not directed at anyone de lar if anyone thinks so.. imjust u noe.. still the same me. still blogging in my space as i want it. yea.



ahh i duno how to express lar. worst shortcoming. im not good at expressing. always lead ppl to misunderstanding or to mistook my words facial and bodily expressions..


aiyar. i really hope this doesnt affect anyone lar. i just want to go back to blogging freely otherwise im considering making it private.. though it failed last time. =x
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