why. why do i have a feeling that those moments are ending. those times. i dont know anymore. just feel like pouring my thoughts all out. and like usual i like my blog best. haha. hmm. seriouslyi dont know what is on my mind. am i the only one that is bothered by it? maybe im really dumb. dumb in a way as in. once comfortable i trust any person too fast and cannot control myself. (btw its not regarding the ptc thing anymore.. if u are trying hard to make that link...) yes. back to the point. i dont know. i dont see much to do about it anymore. i just dont know what is on this brain of mine. and on the other hand the msn sounds keep de-de-deng-ing.. and haha.. oh okay. i seriously typing off my head. now what.
yes now what. haha. just typed half of it on my hp. lol.
perhaps i seem to be the only one. so maybe there is a small percentage that im not the only one? i dont know. do u care? do u bother? somehow these questions keep pounding hard in my brain. hello?! there is something knocking against my skull trying to find answers to dazzling questions. omg. what a word to describe questions. dazzling eh. hahs.
how i wish for a night lying on the beach watching the sun set followed by stargazing.. that will be such an engaging moment. oh wells. hahs. omg.. my thoughts are like so so so
haha.. okay im still thinking am i? sub consciously? hey i actually enjoying this activity.. pouring and typing off ur mind exactly. seriously. im not kidding u. its exact thoughts lar.. mm..
okay. it rested. so i stoned.
i really dont know. one moment i sort out, one moment not.
and why why why why why
many who what when where why how. i know those 5 wives 1 husband good for writing compo. but i dont need these to be in my mind all the time! oh will they just vanish into thin air...!!! ahh!!
on the end note, i hope everything is back to normal. that we can still ..................... yes. i really hope for that. thats why i dont want to and fear to ............................................................ maybe im bad. im bad to think this way.. okay. will i just shut up? apparently i cant cause the on button is jammed and now its ongoing!!
hope work takes these stuff off my mind.. NO! it doesnt.. ends up that i cannot concentrate on my work at all...
ANYWAY, really thank you for being there and so understanding.. haha..
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