i felt the urge to blog this time.

sigh. seriously, i am not sure if i am settled. at times when i think i am, things will happen and make me feel not so. i feel that i am somewhat settled in, diffused in my class, ready for lectures and tutorials etc. but somehow, after knowing what some others are feeling, i may also feel the same partly?

it's the holidays. have been training my running. nevertheless, it's still bad timing though. hahas. but yea. takes time! i will work on it. hahas. and the distance of the school track really seems further always. i wonder why.

anyway, so i am kind of affected by the thoughts of some others. well, i guess i am sure that my path up till now is correct. i also hope i wasn't affected by my sister (although partly the reason why i take BCME). However, to support myself, i do like bio okay! it's so interesting. but i dont really like completing the stacks of bio hw! perhaps completing it at a leisure pace will be good. but when time is running out, it's not so helpful. =x

the next two days i will be having harmonica camp. another orientation. :x you know i dont like the way they always start. but like it when they end. sounds a little contradicting but well...

rahs.. just feel like saying out some of my feelings. does stress sums up the above paragraphs? i wouldn't really say so actually. because i am not really lar. just feel like there's lots to do, little time. but then again, everyone has 24 hours. haha! see how contradictory i am, even with my own words. LOLs.

everything is so comical. hahas. i went to NUS open house last sat. yea. it's university i know. But i went to accompany my mum lar.. hahas. then they were like sticking out brochures to me. well, i took some. but it is so weird when i have to say that 'sorry im only J1' hahas! funny...

went for class gathering on sun. it was quite okay. at least to see how everyone is doing and yea...(although majority are ajcians now!)

hmm.. shrugs..how do i end this? my thoughts are disrupted halfway. hahas.


i love my bed......and it's so going to be an early and long day for me tomorrow......
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